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anybody still use xanga?

Sat, 28 Mar 2009 23:23:09 GMT

I was just wondering if anybody still used this thing... or read any of my posts if i were to write new ones...

my life changes..
My boyfriend is still the same amazing guy
I still work at the same store and for the same company. Things there are getting much better, it hit rock bottom and is now being built back up. A few changes that need to be made are being taken care of, finally a GM that does their job , it's rather amazing.

My sisters are going to Chico State and graduating next year, so i am flying to Cali for that.
My dad is getting married next month, and i'm flying to NC for that also.
I live a rather boring life, but i like it that way. It's pretty drama free and I have more time to relax and do what I want, rather than deal with bs. It's a nice quiet life.
I am no longer attending "church" ... for reasons i will explain in private to keep from "bad talking" on the internet... some people will understand if their minds are open to understanding, otherwise you'll just think i'm a horrible person, and i don't need that.

i love my life, my oh so boring life. it's a good life to live.
saving up for retirement and trying to get ahead of the game, instead of living month to month.

AND I SUPPORT OUR PRESIDENT!! I knocked on doors for him and will continue to support him for the next 8 years!!

for those of you who read this, thanks.

have a wonderful day and an amazing life.

It's been forever....

Mon, 13 Oct 2008 14:22:39 GMT

since i've been on xanga... lol
i'm in arkansas right now... my boyfriend's sister got married yesterday, so we were able to see the beautiful ceremony and reception.

we're going back to cincinnati... leaving tuesday arriving wednesday.

I transfered to a different store, it's a lot nicer in a lot of aspects, most important thing that has changed is the quality of the managers and how the store runs... it's a lot better, but still needs a little improvement.

i'm so glad i'm on vacation though, it was really starting to make me crazy.

hope everybody has a good feast.

Monday, March 03, 2008

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 05:12:23 GMT

I'm trying not to completely avoid this thing..
i've moved, again. this time completely alone. still in cincinnati... but my own 1 bedroom apartment. i'm excited, can you tell?
me and my guy are doing great! He's so sweet to me.

i'm super tired.. just got off work, now i'm going to bed. night

my life is so interesting...

Thu, 03 Jan 2008 13:40:55 GMT

last week, i almost lost my job. i lost my roommate. and ran out of gas for the first time, ever! broke.
this week. i got in my first car accident... and now i'm hurting. i have a boyfriend...who is absolutely amazing. and we have so many things in common... the things that matter most. even tho there is so much negative in my life right now... i can say that i'm really happy. I didn't know how i was going to pay all of my bills... but things worked out... my dad helped me keep my job. My boss was amazing and helped me get my car going so it was drivable... and my guy has just been there for me through all of this...

my friends are amazing out here... i miss my friends at home though... so much. but hopefully i can still get to go on my lil vacation in may. it'll all work out great.

i love you guys.

a transfer to a different store? temporary or not?

Thu, 29 Nov 2007 06:50:28 GMT

okay. so i'm doing good as a manager... i've learned a lot and things have progressed a great deal.

I'm going to be a sub at another store next week, it's going to be weird, for sure... and i wasn't told if it is a temporary thing, or if they might keep me... but my GM said they're not allowed to keep me...but they need coverage next week, so i'm working there... i don't know if it will be for a couple weeks, a couple months, or what... so.... we'll see what happens...

i'm going to take it as a learning opportunity... and hopefully develop my manager skills more... in ways that i wouldn't because of being in the same environment the entire time i've worked for this company.

update -

Tue, 23 Oct 2007 01:34:54 GMT

Lately I have been feeling a little disconnected. I don't quite know what is wrong, or what i can do to make things go back to normal. I feel depressed and with a lack of motivation. I like my job, and I am motivated at work, but outside of work, I'm not all there. I have a few good friends that I love dearly. I am trying my best to be the Brittany I was 4 weeks ago. Things have changed. It's not because of work. I don't know why. But things aren't the same. Maybe it's a lack of sun? That's easily fixable, fake sun. Being in a sunlit place for 20 minutes might change my mood greatly. we will see, I am going to do an experiment, I hope works. I have gotten comments by my two managers asking me what is wrong.... I don't know what is wrong.

I am going to start looking for a new car also. It's not a top priority, but it would help with the expenses i have with my car. Fixing it is a pain. I do need new tires for the one i have now, which i need to buy in the next month, since it's getting colder and rainy...the snow is coming.

tomorrow is the transition from me out of training and into the "real" manager mode. Wednesday I close by myself... with three closers, 2 who are used to it and a new guy -rehire....who only worked for a month, 3 yrs ago at a different store. It should go well. I hope.

I hope I'm a success.

Florida!

Sat, 06 Oct 2007 19:46:16 GMT

I'm back from Florida!

Got my hair cut!

and pics on my myspace and facebook! go check 'em out!

ohio

Thu, 13 Sep 2007 00:26:52 GMT

things are settling in. i'm working... got my promotion. things are going good.
i'm working too much ...sometimes...but not enough at the same time.

i got a new cell phone ...a local one...so if i haven't already told you... ask me for it and i'll give it to you.

Happy Trumpets!

One Thousand One Hundred 8 Days --

Tue, 07 Aug 2007 16:02:32 GMT

Since I've Joined Xanga... wow... it's been a while, huh?

ABC --it's the last week... 2 more days of class...it's CRAZY!!

I am studying for my exam to be promoted to shift -manager --the GM said that she doesn't think I'll be there for very long --i'll keep moving up --so that's exciting. What I really want is an office job I think --that'd be cool... making lots of money.. haha...my ultimate goal.

anyways. time to go. until next time!

lil update

Wed, 13 Jun 2007 01:24:54 GMT

it's been a while.
all is good i guess...
i'm gonna get a promotion at work --after ABC --
which means i'm staying in Cincinnati.
Which also means I'm gonna get my own apartment....
oh and i am gonna be a ohioian or whatever... not really...i'm still a californian...BUT i'm switching residency. eeek
anyways
a lot has been going on -
my (old) roommate got engaged, married & pregnant since ABC started... (told you!!)
so yea...
I'm kinda tired so i'm gonna go to bed --yay!!